LIFE FEELS LIKE A GAME OF SNAKES AND LADDERS, BUT WITHOUT ANY LADDERS
Hye everyone its been a while right?? 2018 just ends 3 months ago and 2019 is now live! I just can't believe that everything just happen like a minute ago huhu. Last year life being so tough and now it was the same i was so busy about everything until i realize that I need to take a break and stop stressing out about life.
This week I looked at my blog and
felt so guilty that I haven’t written anything since 23 August.
Where have I been?
I realized that I have explained it on every single social network except on my
blog.
So, I have decided
to give you guys a life update.
Last year I was literally too tired
to care about my blog, and as a result I declined a lot of opportunities. So,
step two was to resuscitate my blog and breathe new life into my Instagram.
I’ve always had a passion for fashion, and this year I decided to focus on it a
bit more because it makes me very happy.
For years I have dream of going to Singapore, and
last year I got a chance to go there and early this year this year I decided to
be there again. I’ve learnt that the dreams that scare me the most are the most
exciting ones.
This brings me to
the biggest reason my blog has been so quiet.
In June 2018 I
handed in my resignation letter for my very first Job. It was a very scary
decision for me, but one I needed to make for my self care. I realized that I’m not
a fit in as an individual and it is really hard for me to adopt from just
finish my study and straight working like an adult, but I am more thankful looking
back in the past so much I learn things that I’m not knowing that I capable of
doing it. It took me 5 months to really know what should I do for my life. I have
grown and it really difficult for me to keep up what happen to myself. After a
long self-meditation and support from family and friends I get to overcome my
fear of failure that why I needed to go back to my true passion doing content and
creating more creative work. I was fortunate enough to do freelance to land a
position doing exactly that, and I am so excited to see where it will lead.
I am looking
forward to the rest of the year and being an ultra over achiever; I have
already set my new batch of goals. For 2019 I can wait to explore more even
though early this year I have some difficulty on living this live but I am more
thankful to God for always being great. life is not about what we wanted to
life is more then that. We can’t just complain what happen with our life, we
have to sit back, relax and just lets God lead us what He going to bring us
next.
That’s it guyssss I
hope I can be more post an entry. This what I love to do and I’m hoping that I can
always be in here no matter what happen! See u guys in the next post byeeee
love yaaaa
WHAT I'M WEARING;
BLACK BOOTS FROM TOPSHOP
SHADES FROM LITTLE JUNJUN
SHADES FROM LITTLE JUNJUN
HAIRCLIP FROM THE LITTLE JUNJUN
MINI BAG FROM THRIFT STORE
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